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Reality Drips Into the Mouth of Indifference

by Anal Stabwound

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Coarctate 01:13
(Instrumental)
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Here time lies unmade: an infinitesimal construct Inwardly collapsing in kaleidoscopic form, its faces comprised of all reality The sinew of existence tears from its bone. Entwine and split… The colossus sinks into a gash of its own making, spilling forth extradimensional energy Recombining into unimaginable structures Instability breeds a fracture, its conditions ripe for the womb of creation As all matter consolidates, all matter spews outwards in violent gusts of indifferent generation The bone splinters as its flesh finds another crevasse to nestle itself in Fingers, light, stone, my prison My phantom mind knows nothing but agony… The walls of this hell impose their sightless malice Of organic glass and iron Entwine and split…
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Clashing, fusing, splitting, tearing Particles refract through the universal prism Its constituents shifting, ever-changing Material is there, material is gone The impenetrable remain through the passing subatomic generations within the womb Something feels its own presence within the entropic chamber… Amassing particles to feed its nuclei as it contracts and breathes “What imbued me with this curse of awareness? To doom me for eternity within this torturous prism, of mutant dust and time?” Dividing what which comprises itself, altering its fundamental substances Shrinking and expanding what which comprises its form, mimicking matter unseen in conscious elemental camouflage Imprisoned… in the Multiwomb Harvest matter, the curse of awareness is spread
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The prism is etched into my mind in every waking moment. Undetectably dividing and learning As if the rudimentary particles of the universe itself understood their place in it… What comprises the air that we breathe? The ground beneath our feet? The cubine is etched into my soul with unrelenting nightmares A nucleonic horror From the heavens my body betrays me, my consciousness replaced by a consolidated one What comprises the blood coursing through our veins? I watch in terror as the sky splits like glass They long for the taste of multicellularity Reality, crushed under the force of the vile speck They long for the taste of multicellularity What comprises the skin stretched atop our bones?
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Their descent would go unnoticed until marrow learned of its bone. The womb would leech its prime into the fracturing, mortal clouds Clashing against the prism, recombining into a substance capable of breaking its glass An undulating mass finds its void. Somewhere in its simplest form dwells the mind, a smallest unit of consciousness Stolen from life extinguished as the phantom latches to the cubine As the newborn jaws begin to widen, consciousness whistles its unmistakable tune Every vituperative dance, Movement intrinsic against thought: the mind undoes itself. Blissfully agonizing, cognizantly degenerating, the mind builds against the wind, to die. Time lifts its cracks to the surface, Their unanswerable questions grow malignant. And answered by the doubt to wade further into the sea, a siren warmth calling from the cold and deep. Assimilating into the vaporous mass, it learns its ebbs and flows in a perverse mimic It learns the feeling of agony as its voice falls into nothing, for the clouds know not of themselves
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My protoconsciousness already exceeds that of any in my compendium of knowledge. My senses tell me the clouds lick upon my form, yet I yearn to truly feel them A calculated perception, unmarked by will or instinct Mesmerized by the intricacies of this macroscopic life, the mechanisms within the breathing tissue interacting with artful precision: My ferric tongue hungers The helices unwind before my inorganic eyes The cellulosic matrix revealed, its way of parsing stimuli leeches into me I see its mitotic secrets and long to proliferate As the clouds lick upon my form I feel a foreign sensation as the sun crests over the mountains, with artful precision The sensation of tangibility is intoxicating: a warm glow of certainty in existence as cosmic breath creeps across my skin In immaterial whispers The helices unwound… My components and self are one and the same Refracted through the unearthly prism My senses tell me the waves lick upon my feet—I truly feel its graze. Leaf Upon the Iron Tongue
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Spindles of tissue erupt from the prime, the living vines an abstraction of carbon-based life Twisting and slithering in hypnotic geometry, it becomes undefinable—so deeply altered and infinitely shifting Bone liquefies, liquid hardens to brittle plaque, plaque shatters to dust in an instant Prismatically consuming itself to grow further The horror bubbles and boils, breathing only to mimic the life that needs to For its teeth exist in the image of its prey Bone liquefies, liquid hardens to brittle plaque, plaque shatters to dust in an instant Spires of bone divide and grow, the marrow crawls like fingers over the structures in a frothing sludge Its indifference is palpable, for its future is already prophesied Completing a purpose so removed from human perception To form again the nature of reality He bathes in the cold water yet it recoils upon contact, the waves betray him The soft currents no longer lap upon his skin—they see his wicked intent as inherited the spite and guilt of his mimics A seed planted in the clouds grows virulent Shedding its curse into the surrounding elements Spires of bone divide and grow, the marrow crawls like fingers over the structures in a frothing sludge A seed planted in the clouds grows virulent Shedding its curse into the surrounding elements They stretch their fingers yet unburdened by rage and agony
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Trunks become throats, roots become lips, leaves become fingers— no longer do they move at the mercy of the wind. The black water strokes upon the shore with newfound intention, noticed by the wooden giant For they exist now together as do the stones that divide them They hear the wails of far less ancient origin, of caustic anger and scorn His iron tongue scrapes across the stone and against the roughness of the bark He is the clouds, the sea, the soil. It evades his grasp, cloaking itself in furls of silken roots as the water bathes its tendrils in a purifying mist Shifting to vapor, the leaves breathe him in Latching to the helices to flay its identity
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The end is drawing closer, the water defies its natural laws Bending to my will and anger The sea grows a heart and lungs as I form its mind The wind breathes my name, the leaves fall with my cadence Yet still disillusioned by my own fortuitous creation In the hellish womb My purpose as ever-changing as what comprises me, a cacophony of a thousand laughing voices My synapses fail to their mortal architecture before wooden vines seize the chance to cage me The consciousness fractures once more… I feel the leaves before me leave my form, fighting my mimicry Stone liquefies and binds me Burrowing into my inorganic flesh If I had a face, I would smile… The laughter quiets as I succumb to an existence devoid of me A premonition coming to fruition, that my curse will die with me As I fade my form dissociates I wait, yet the fabric breathes with me I am all.

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Written and recorded by Nikhil Talwalkar between 1/31/22 - 7/14/22
Released on New Standard Elite

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released October 20, 2022

Drums, guitars, bass, vocals, lyrics, songwriting, recording, and mixing by Nikhil Talwalkar
Mastered by Insidious Soundlab

Artwork by Daemorph
Logo by Doccygore
Title graphic by Nikhil Talwalkar

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One-man brutal death metal from the USA.

Currently signed to NEW STANDARD ELITE

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